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Friday, November 26, 2010

Kerana Janji Sy Merana..... -_-

hurm...bercinta mmg indah pda mlanyer...tp lma2 sma jew... hambar smta2... bnda ney ingatkn aku pada ssorang yg prnah mnjadi 'sumone' dlm idop aku.... nama dye emirul ezany... seindah orgnyer... aku knl ngn dye dr tagged... smpai kew ym n fb.... aku ngt ag...msa knl ngn dye mcm2 dye jnjikn dgn aku... dye nk bhgiakn aku...xakn tglkn aku papew pown trjadi... akn jga aku smpai akhir hyat dye...  tp... jnji skadar jnji...ilang dbawa angin.... xtau pew kslapn aku kmi slalu brgaduh stlah hmpir 3 bln kmi knl... aku xtau npew aku syg dye...
 mybe sbb jnji dye kowt... jnji dye yg mbuatkn aku ykin dgn dye...aku percyakn dye yg dye xkn tgglkn aku... tp sjak2 2 dye da mslah n jrg cntc aku... aku xksah..aku phm keadaan dye... aku ngt ag mse 2 aku dlm bas n g kem kt 1 kawasan air trjun... ttbe dye hntar msg mtx ptus..dye kta dye skit... dye suro ak lpakn dye.. dye suro aku jgn bg papew hrapan kt dye... aku trkjt...aku diam jew... ak xtau nk kta pew... tnpa aku sdar aku nges..nges sbb ngtkn pew dye hntr...ngtkn jnji dye.. awk..mne jnji wak kt sy??? sy sdey sgt wak... aku xtau nk wt pew... tp aku tau stiap bnda yg brlaku da hikmah ye...msa aku g kem 2 team aku da kumpln yg terbek.. alhamdullilah.... mybe inilah hkmahnyer.. tp aku still sdey.. dh sbln lbh kuang ktaowng clash tbe dye cntc aku lg... dye nk aku blik...dye jnji xkn wt bnda mcm dlu..dye kta dye skit 2 sbb dye skit ati sbb xdpt bhgiakn aku...abes dye ngt dgn clash ngn aku, aku bhagia??? dye jnji buat kali kedua utk xtglkn aku lg....aku percya.. kmi kapel blik... tp xsmpai sbulan dye mtk break for a while.... wat da helll???? mse 2 aku tgh sengket... dh bpew lma x tpop...so aku xbls msg dye...sbb aku ngtkn juz for a while...tp...huh...

aku kliru msa 2... aku xtau napew dye wt mcm 2...napew?? aku cnfius.... aku biarkn dye dlu...aku xnk gngu dye... ak xcntc dye... even dlm fb pon... aku biarkn dye sbb aku keliru sgt2...aku sdey..aku marah pew dyew wat... tp...bru2 ney aku nmpak kt fb dye rpat ngn kazen aku... aku rasa xsdp ati.... fb dye,dye stil ltak nama aku..aku bkk sbb ntah la kta ati aku sroh bkk... ya allah..msa 2 aku ase nk luruh jtung tgok... dye ngn kazen aku kapel?? abes aku??

aku nges...nges sgt2.. aku biarkn smpai 1 masa kazen aku dgn dye wt enganged kt status rlationship dyeowng...mse 2 aku sdey...marah sgt...aku tnya kazen aku pew dye dh wt?? thanx 4 hurting me... kazen aku mtx maap sbb xtau pape...pas2 kazen aku tkar blik status dyeong jdik single...msa 2 ex aku mrah sgt...dye bncikn aku... pew slah aku??? huh... aku nges... kazen aku wt aku mcm 2... xtau nk kata pew.. mne jnji dye kt aku??? xsmpai bpew ari dyeong wt enganged blik.. ya allah dugaan pew ney... ex aku da pswrd kazen aku.. utk lpakn sumer ney aku buang dyeong dr frend fb aku.. aku xnk tgok... aku xnk nges lg... aku skit.. kazen aku tau aku rluka tp dye still...huh.... ape slah aku kt kowng?? aku tau stiap bnda blaku da hikmah... allah 2 sntiasa adil bg hmbanya yg teraniya... dgn aku da msalah family lg... napew??? aku pnat.. wak...krana jnji wak sy mrana smpai skunk... mne jnji wak?? mne???!

ya allah...tabahkn dan kuatkn hmbamu ney utk mnempuh sgalanya... ssguhnya kau lbeh mgatahuinya.... amin.... -_-


Sunday, November 21, 2010

sleepy nyer....! -_-


waaa...! ngtok sgt... hurm...msok ari ney dh semggu xtdo... ntah la napew... gara2 prob aku yg ntah papew... did i got insomia....?! waa...! pala pown migrin... brdenyut jew... huh...

2 la pdahnyer kalo trlalu myanyngi sumone... how can i solve diz prob...? again and again it come to my life.. gonna be sick like diz... lama2 mati aku... hate 4 sumone dat like lie to other people.... if i can deleted u as i deleted a virus in my comp, i will do it... i can be more easier than now...! damn it! i know 1 day u will feel wat i had felt.. juz wait n see it...

on dat time u will know n realize dat u did a wrong thing by hurting my feeling and i had spend my time by crying toward wat u had done...! i swear it will be happen to u n u will regrt it.... SWEAR IT....! it too hurt 4 me when my beloved cousin had lie to me... why u did diz to me?? did i had do wrong to u... huh.... only allah know my feeling... i have to be strong.... i know many people loving me more than them... when they feel back i will say.....SERVE UR RIGHT..>!