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Thursday, June 16, 2011

Vacation at Sarawak...! ^_^

          
On 27th of may my family and I went to our hometown at Sarawak for spending our school holiday threre...Hard 4 me to express my feeling for this vacation...I thought disz must such a boring vacation bcoz for the 1st time in my life I felt did't want to go there... I think disz bcoz of my cousin...huh...! tired to think about disz...Really tired....!! But dis time I spend  my holiday at srwk,too many thing that I had learned...I went to long house on 30th of may...oh god! thanx bcoz my cousin not back there this year...bcoz I really don't know how to face her... should I 4give her about the past?? could I accept her and juz act like nothing happen?? could i do dat???  Ya allah berat btol dgaan mu...And could she accept me bcoz I know she also angry at me but why?? she start dis 1st...damn it...! spnjg cuti ney ati aku juz bperang ngn kisah lampau....I really miss our relationship like before...tp aku tau bnda ney xmgkin akn berubah...mgkin ada hkmah d'seblik semua ney... Ya Allah tbahkan hati hmbamu ini....

             Smbutan gwai taun ney xla brapa meriah sgt...aku pown xtau npew...mybe sbb rmai cousin aku yg xblik...tp mse kt umah pnjg ney bnyak yg aku blajar n knal org...aku mula kwn ngn bdk2 yg b4 ney anggap aku sombong...sorry... i not dat type...!juz xpndai nk brgaul ngn kowng...dis time i back to long house,i learn how to love him, i learn how to miss n rmber him...thanx Allah coz give me this chance..sbb slama ktaowng knal xpnh nk brjauhan selama 2...2 la...setiap yg brlaku da hkmahnyer...kali ney balik mmg shopping gler2... kasut,bju,suar,beg,mcm2 r....huh....hrga? xpyh kira la...big boss byr..huhu...staun skali jew nk blnja mcm 2...



               Last night at srwkb4 i go back to kedah, I met my cousin...huh...how to face her...?shit..! at last I start to interact with her......she asked me for a forgiveness...i said " it ok...let forget the past"...we actlike nothing happen but i know she just pretnding in front of me...i know she not accept me n forgive me truly from her heart...but i'm ok bcoz i had prdict diz will be happen....she told me dat she never cntc my ex again...but...!!at last i saw her msg with him...huh....! =( why you should lied to me?? perlu ke ko mnipu aku?? pew tjuan ko tipu aku lg...??juz nk sdpkn aty aku kew??! i really dissapointed with her...should she did like dis to me...? Allah maha berkuasa...idop umpama adanya hukum karma....setiap yg kta lakukan ada balsannya sma ada baik atau x...So i juz let them go...mls dh nk ambk port g...juz make me sick...! shit...!now juz forgt them and pretend nothing happen...( my life juz have too many pretanding than real)



          P/S: For my beloved cousin...if you read dis i just you wanna to know i really miss our relationship...even you did to me i still forgive u and i really wanna to let this go...i hope you will felt like me...i just miss our moment together especially last year..eventhough it was the worst year 4 me...aku xnk da jurang n kejanggaln dlm hbgn kita lg... so forgive me... -_- i miss you lilian.....

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Kisah Cinta Teragung.... -_-





 Kisah cnta teragung....sbnarnye tjok ney smpena lagu hazama yg trbaru.... CINTA TERAGUNG....bez sgt lrik dye.... sumone dat i love really like dis song...n ble aku hyati blik lirik 2... sma mcm pew yg dye tgh wt utk aku...thanx bby...i really appreciate it..... stiap kali aku dgr of course aku nges...nges sbb ngt pew yg aku dh wt kt dye.... aku xpnh nk pk perasaan dye slamney...but he really patient to me...thanx bcoz i neva meet the guy like u.... napew dye sbr sgt ngn aku?? abg...syg mtx maap sgt.... tp...huh... it really hard for me 2 express wat i feel.... really hard for me to loving u like you loving me...


NEY LIRIK LAGU DYE.....

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Ternyata tak terkata
Rinduku padamu
Chorus
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Kerna semua yang ada
Hanyalah untukmu
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Membawa sejuta harapan
Menagih cinta
Teragung darimu
Ulang Chorus
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Isi hatiku


#TP PALING YG AKU SEY SKALI KT PART.....

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Namun ku tetap berjanji
Akan masih mencuba untuk
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Mencintai aku
Kerna semua yang ada
Hanyalah untukmu.....




Hurm....npew dye sgop wt pew sjew utk aku tp aku xpnh nk pk aty dye....xpnh nk k pew dye ase....skit aty,mrh sume dye buang dmi aku...tp aku....i really sory honey... keikhlasan dye mncintai aku yg bwt kn aku syg dye sgt.... bg aku xdew dh laki yg akn sbr mcm ner dye sbr ngn aku... thanx... syg akn cube pew yg trmpu utk bhagiakn abg.....

walau pe yg trjdi syg akn sntiasa ngt abg smpai akhr hyt syg... xpnh ada laki yg lyn syg dgn iklas mcm abg wt....i will try my best to appreacte u.....xpnh pew yg aku mntk yg dye xtunaikn...dye sgup wt pew jew utk aku....sgop ssh asalkan aku puas aty,,,, xpnh pk skit asal aku gmbra... dye la kwn aku,bf aku,soulmate aku.... bg dye aku ney idop dye...aku ney lilin utk terangi idop dye.... Allah mguji aku dgn khilangn n dye dtgkn cbran serta ujian yg sgt wtkn aku sdey tp Allah dh dtgkn aku pelangi n sesuatu yg lbeh baek dri yg sblom ney...Allah sentiasa mberikan sesuatu yg kta perlu bkn yg kta nak...

pew yg pnh aku ase slama ney terbls dgn khdiran dye.... my passion.... BABY BUHCUK... i hope he read dis for him to know how much i love and appreacite him... for ur informtion bby i really cant live without u... ble dye xdew bru aku sdr yg aku sbnrnya syg dye lbh dr yg len.... aku hrp dye tau 2... maaf sbb slma ney xpnh nk ckp mcm ney... keegoan aku lbh tggi dr sglanya smpai sggop skitkn aty dye dmi ego gler aku 2...damn...!






Lastly...thanx 4 everthing...n I LOVE U honey.....!
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